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♠Koji's House of Spades♠Broken hearts should still be able to love July 15 Incarnadine LetterWatch out! I'm blogging again! Listen to me be emo! Here!
Lemme tell you what this is all about. Incarnadine letters are things I've written to relieve stress and inner turmoil, written in red and folded into flowers to be symbolic. Ooo pretty! Care to have a read? Go on!
To the addressed, I'm now aware that my current mental state is unhealthy. I'm tired, sad and lonely. I'm not just sad though. I'm depressed. Below sea level. I want to talk to someone about these "feelings." I know I'm crazy. I just wish I wasn't this kind of crazy. Some people are funny, happy-all-the-time crazy. Why couldn't I be that kind of crazy? Would I still be lonely? I'm so tired. I wish I could just go into retirement and not have to worry about anything anymore. Not forever. Just a vacation. Everyone needs a break every once in a while, right? God did. I wish I had a pet emo I could discuss all this pain with. Someone that wouldn't annoy or alienate me. My brain feels like exhausted degenerating grey matter. I feel like I'm going blind. All my senses are distroted and scrambled. It's as if my lethargy is pulling me into a comatose sleepless sleep. My troubles seem to be tiring me throughout the day. I'm tired of being so bloody frieghtened. I'm so confused as to whether this is an intense psychological issue or I'm just going through maudlin over-exagerrated teenage angst. I'm not completely over the edge yet. Somethings still make me laugh.
~willingly yours January 21 Long delayed returnCheeses! How long has it been since I updated this thing? Does anybody even care? Well I updated a bunch of art to make up for my looong absence. There's some in the One Piece section and The Brotherhood section. Speaking of which, I'm now working on that comic and you can see it updated at: http://www.drunkduck.com/The_Brotherhood
I also have a comic called ZooManga which can be read here: http://www.drunkduck.com/ZooManga/
And here's a funny quiz result I got on the-n. it's funny cause it's true :3
if you have an account on the-n.com please add me! my avi's name is koji02 Much Love July 03 I am lovedHaha! I just finished taking this quiz series I started along time ago on quizilla. It has to be the best quiz *ever*!! You should all take it, it is awesome!!! Here I'll post the results with the best pics I got. These are so hot. ;w;
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 9
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 10
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 11: chosen
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 12
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 15 (done! new Eien pic)
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 16
May 20 I did a background!Sort of... Three new art pieces, two in "Icons" and one in "Misc.".
One is my character Blaze at a desk reading. I'm pretty proud of this one, even though it looks kinda sloppy, because I did it completely without erasing, which is why I didn't want to ink it, unlike the icon of him. His expression is pretty much always like this, not caring. That just seemed so much like something he would say so I drew it.
The other icon is the one of his brother, Kiro in color. with a background! Sort of, I've always wanted to do one of those dramatic backgrounds that are just a bunch of lines but look really cool. I tried, I think it looks pretty nice. I did it in a couple of minutes so the coloring's pretty sloppy, though. -__-; Still, Kiro is always cute!
Kiro & Blaze © Me, Koji
wholly
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