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July 15 Incarnadine LetterWatch out! I'm blogging again! Listen to me be emo! Here!
Lemme tell you what this is all about. Incarnadine letters are things I've written to relieve stress and inner turmoil, written in red and folded into flowers to be symbolic. Ooo pretty! Care to have a read? Go on!
To the addressed, I'm now aware that my current mental state is unhealthy. I'm tired, sad and lonely. I'm not just sad though. I'm depressed. Below sea level. I want to talk to someone about these "feelings." I know I'm crazy. I just wish I wasn't this kind of crazy. Some people are funny, happy-all-the-time crazy. Why couldn't I be that kind of crazy? Would I still be lonely? I'm so tired. I wish I could just go into retirement and not have to worry about anything anymore. Not forever. Just a vacation. Everyone needs a break every once in a while, right? God did. I wish I had a pet emo I could discuss all this pain with. Someone that wouldn't annoy or alienate me. My brain feels like exhausted degenerating grey matter. I feel like I'm going blind. All my senses are distroted and scrambled. It's as if my lethargy is pulling me into a comatose sleepless sleep. My troubles seem to be tiring me throughout the day. I'm tired of being so bloody frieghtened. I'm so confused as to whether this is an intense psychological issue or I'm just going through maudlin over-exagerrated teenage angst. I'm not completely over the edge yet. Somethings still make me laugh.
~willingly yours January 21 Long delayed returnCheeses! How long has it been since I updated this thing? Does anybody even care? Well I updated a bunch of art to make up for my looong absence. There's some in the One Piece section and The Brotherhood section. Speaking of which, I'm now working on that comic and you can see it updated at: http://www.drunkduck.com/The_Brotherhood
I also have a comic called ZooManga which can be read here: http://www.drunkduck.com/ZooManga/
And here's a funny quiz result I got on the-n. it's funny cause it's true :3
if you have an account on the-n.com please add me! my avi's name is koji02 Much Love July 03 I am lovedHaha! I just finished taking this quiz series I started along time ago on quizilla. It has to be the best quiz *ever*!! You should all take it, it is awesome!!! Here I'll post the results with the best pics I got. These are so hot. ;w;
  would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 9
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 10
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 11: chosen
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 12
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 15 (done! new Eien pic)
would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 16
 May 20 I did a background!Sort of... Three new art pieces, two in "Icons" and one in "Misc.".
One is my character Blaze at a desk reading. I'm pretty proud of this one, even though it looks kinda sloppy, because I did it completely without erasing, which is why I didn't want to ink it, unlike the icon of him. His expression is pretty much always like this, not caring. That just seemed so much like something he would say so I drew it.
The other icon is the one of his brother, Kiro in color. with a background! Sort of, I've always wanted to do one of those dramatic backgrounds that are just a bunch of lines but look really cool. I tried, I think it looks pretty nice. I did it in a couple of minutes so the coloring's pretty sloppy, though. -__-; Still, Kiro is always cute!
Kiro & Blaze © Me, Koji
wholly
~Koji  April 30 OMG iconzez!OMG, an actual art update. *gasp* O,O
Yup it's 6 icons and a pic in the digimon section.
There are icons of Kiro, Chibi and Blaze, the main characters in my anime "Chibis and Cookies", © Me. Then there's one of Koji as a demon being bad and Shack as an angel being good. Them's from "The Brotherhood" and also © me, btw. And also an icon of this dark, creepy guy I made up to follow me around. He was my "cool" friend and was supposed to make others think I was cool and evil. See he has a dagger in his head and is dead... So he's a zombie. :>
And lastly, a picture of Kouji, saying "sorry" to the only person he would ever say "sorry" to. Who? Kouichi, duh! Me and Kouji are alike in that we don't like using that word very often.
~Koji April 15 Grayling Personality QuizGrayling is a webcomic. A very good one. It makes me depressed. but i love it, you should to
im insane February 15 One Lucky WebpageHmm, yeah. So I just heard a cool song on the radio and decided it finally deserved to be put in my music bank. Well I did that and then I decided to check the site statistics *cough*hits*cough*. What I found, to me, was stellar! What did I find? Check the recentest pic in misc to find out.
This is indeed one lucky webpage... Lucky to be alive!
 wholly,
~Koji  January 29 Just PeachyHey ya'll,
One new picture in the Digimon section. It's the colored version of the one in my sketch book. My favorite Kouichi pic ever! So... yeah, I think it's pretty good. I spent a pretty long time on this so it would come out just right. I even took the time to rearrange all the feathers so they flew just right and all that jazz. I call it peachy wings cause the background was supposed have like this sunny orange glow coming from the corner but I decided it needed more so I added feathers since lots of Kouichi pics have those and the orange is really faded mostly so it reminds me of peach. Besides, I think Kouichi is more of a peachy kind of guy anyways. I had most of the trouble with finding the right color tones. Almost everywhere people color his undershirt red when it's really maroon (purple) so I had to find the perfect mix of the two to go with the faded lineart. You know, 'cause scanners can never keep the black black. The feathers were a bother too cause I kept wanting to put them in just the right spot until I looked at a winged picture of Kouichi and it showed me not perfect feathers are okay. I don't like how jagged the lines are though. :( Pretty pic overall though.:) wholly, Koji December 22 *dust ball rolls by**lifts up the cover and looks out catiously* Hello?
Ok, so I kinda lied. I didn't post in November or even early December but I was too scared of getting angry comments and, yeah...
I don't really have a reason to post here anyways. I have a website now: www.angelfire.com/freak3/kohitsuji
Check that out for a lot more updates, but I'll try and post here every now and then. Like now. There's a pic in the One Piece section I did for my cousin for Christmas. The sketch and the colored version. And another one I did just because. Both were colored using Photoshop.
Then there's a pic in the misc section of Blaze with a grocery bag. Blaze just came out of the store with some bread, milk, carrots and a leek! And probably some other stuff for all that to be sticking out of the bag! There's a funny story about the baggete (bread), but no body would care. It's just me being dumb, as usual, and having a speech impediment.
I really liked this pic when I finished it and thought I could post it in the Art Union in Gamespot, but every time I try I get too nervous and scared because there are seniors and people who draw way better than me. I still think it is one of my best pics though. I really like all the blur and shading I used in it. And it's pretty good for being drawn at 7:00 in the morning during 0 period. Well started in 0 period and finished in 1st.
So there you go, all two people that read this stuff! I updated! Yes, I love you too. Later!
Much Later! ~Koji October 21 Shabray!Hey oh! It's been a while since I've updated this thing I guess, heh heh. ^_^; Oh well, two new pictures now anyway! One in the Naruto section and one in the Digimon section. Both were done on my due date list for school which is why they're on lined paper. The first one is just of Sasuke with wings, or a wing. It was really just a wing at first but then I thought it was so nice I had to post it so I had to attach some one to it so I just added him. It looks a bit off but oh well.The next was, again, originally just a pair of wings coming out of the holes in my paper but I thought they were so nice I had to draw some one with them. It was supposed to be Kouichi but for some reason I thought of the name Naomi so now whenever I draw an angel that's not supposed to be anyone in particular I call it Naomi and this one ended up being called Naomi too. The wings didn't come out like I wanted but it still OK.
So this isn't a very big amount of content for such a long break, but I promise by the end of November I'll around 20 full color, completely computer drawn pictures of my highest quality. I've been ordered to do these for my friend's birthday. I've done 2 and given her one and am in the process of making the third. Also I'm drawing what I'm going to try and make my best quality drawing of an assassin that looks like Kakashi for my friend since she gave me a really beautiful pic of him, a character from Ragnarok online. I guess she applied for a job there so she got a bunch of pictures, plus she's obsessed with the game. So that coupled with my huge amount of homework/schoolwork and tomorrow's band competition at Fresno state will probably cause there to be not another update for a good while. Not that anyone cares at this point anyway.
~Kohitsuji  "Koji" September 17 I'm so excited!Yesterday was my birthday and it was swell. There were times when I was really upset cause it seemed ruined, like when I almost lost my cell phone but overall it was pretty good. We had a football game, and being in the band, I had to go and perform with the rest. I was happy because it was a full moon and I love the moon so a full moon on my birthday is a great thing! Also I got a gift card for the new EB games that opened up near us and I'm going to go get three new games today!!! OMG, I'm so excited! That will bring my Game Cube total up to 10 games. And I'm going to have my cake with my lunch, I'll probably eat it while I'm gaming though! XD I'm usually lucky if I get one game a year but now I'm getting three!Yeh, anyway. Time for a long delayed art updated. Two new pics in the misc. section for my friends Gloria and Alejandra. They're of a character from the new short story I'm writing. Originally he was just a random pirate I drew 'cause they asked me to but then I started thinking up a story for him... as usual... and I thought it was good so now I'm writing another short story. Hopefully I'll finish it for once. Oh yeh, his name Alexander James "Fin" and the story is titled The Tale of Fin or Tale a la Fin, I haven't decided yet.
~Koji  August 27 QuizzesHey ya'll! I want to try doing some html for this website so I can put some quiz results and links up. So let's see:  You are the Warrior Wolf . Fierce yet loyal, you will defend your Queen and the country with your life. What Caste of Wolf are you? ( with pictures!:p) brought to you by Quizilla August 23 Shadow's request One new pic and with it one new section. The new Nintendo section! Both in response to my dear cousin's, Shadow, request(s). He visted me a little while ago and we played Super Smash Bros. Melee and unlocked Ganondorf. He asked me to draw what Kirby would look like if he swallowed Ganon. The pic is kinda sloppy but it's not too bad. Ganondorf is cool too, I used to not like him but now that I've played as him I think he's strong and cool, though kinda slow.By the way, if you like my art you could always ask me to draw you something. I'm running out of ideas for good art and it would help if some people asked me to do them stuff. I do stuff for my friends but we've been on summer break and I haven't seen most of them. But school starts tomorrow and I'm real excited! I can't wait to see every one again and learn more cool things and meet more cool people! I have a feeling this year will be the most eventful, most dramatic yet!
Peace people!
~Koji August 07 More of the stuff I loveYes, four more pics by me for me. One in the Naruto section two The Brotherhood and one is misc.
In the Naruto section we have yet another picture of Kakashi. Who didn't see that one coming? I was feeling generally unhappy and annoyed at my mother. Oh well, I think Kakashi looks decidely attractive with that expression. ^-^
Next we have a pic of Shack in a billowy cloak and Prince shirt. In this pic he got a hair cut! Maybe he looks better, I don't know I prefer long haired bishies. Anyway I realized P is the trademark of Prince which is a tennis manufacturer company thingy so I wrote out the word tiny and did it in weltron urban text. So it's original! The other pic is an old one I did for a profile but I don't use it. It still looks nice. Lastly is a signature I did for my g4tv.com account. I never post in the forums so I don't know how it looks but I still think it's my best one ever. It's a koi, japanese gold fish and the kanji says beauty, bi. Oh yeah, that Kakashi pic is a sig too. You can use them if you want but tell me first and give me some credit. Please? Peace people! July 21 Much Darkness Hey y'all! Five more pics added. Three to the Misc. section and two to the Naruto section. The first is of a bird with some ribbons around it and the name Sasuke above it in Japanese. I drew it in my sketch book then messed with the lighting in Photoshop. Now I kinda think I shouldn't have.The next is a skull with the brain leaking out and the spirit floating away. Yeah, I was probably bored when I drew that. I'm bored right now. -_- ~sigh~
The next two are sigs of Gaara I did but I don't think they're very good so I just use them as backgrounds.
Finally the last one is a sig I did from an idea for an icon I had a while ago. Spades are just upside down hearts with an arrow head in them. Or simply broken hearts. And I am the ace of them!
wholly
~Koji
July 01 The new is but the old...Opened for the very first time. In other words, my pen I bought a while ago but never used until a couple of days ago is old but it's new caused I didn't use it till now.
Yep and now the first pic I inked with it is being put up! Which brings us to, three new pics in the Digimon album! The first two are pics of Kouichi and Kouji for some avatars/icons cause I just had to draw them. I was on some kinda Digimon kick. And the third is Kouichi and Kouji as an angel and demon. I had planned on drawing this over a year ago but never did because A) I wasn't ready I thought it would look not as good as I wanted B) I was lazy and C) I was erh... forgot... about... it...
But now it's done and I think it looks nice! Even though it wasn't really how I envisoned it. I think the expressions are really strong in this one.
Many comments please!
~Koji June 12 Oh Shitama!
Anyway, this guy is from a recurring dream I've been having. It always has different people but the same thing happens to them. They're trying to escape from somewhere and they end up in a vent and either die or I wake up before they get out. Yeah, I don't get what it means but it's cool. I just wish I could remember enough of it to write a story. A lot of my stories are based of dreams I've had. And a lot of great stories or movies are based of dreams people have had. Some times they even come true! 0_0 ~Koji June 11 Kakashi, Kakashi, Kakashi
Oh well, on to the art. The first is a simple picture of a happy Kakashi I did Friday in Computer class using Painter Classic. I especially like how the speckles in the background came out. ^_^ The second is another pic of Kakashi done in class. This one I drew then scanned and edited in Photo Impact. My teacher was interested in having me come back after I move on to high school to help out seeing how I find a lot of thing she didn't even know about. Like how I was able to turn the grey line art blue with the click of a button. (though some established artists may already know that) Originally I wanted to do a pic of Sasuke with cardinals or ravens behind him but it came out... not good enough. So I used this picture I did before, added some birds, color changed and poof! Not as many birds as I wanted but it's still pretty good. ~Koji June 09 Naruto!Two new pieces of art. Well, it's not really new but I haven't updated in a while so... The first is the original colored version of Kakashi. It's a wallpaper for you're desktop! Woo! I said I'd never be able to do those, and there you go! The second is a picture of Naruto I did for an icon but it came out bad so it's just a nice piece of work now.^-^ I like the orangey-yellow-ness of the background. Though it came out bad when I tried to make it a signature. =( Oh well. There are good things to look forward to! Like my party soon! Yes, I am inviting all of my friends and it will be swell! (I hope ^_^;) ~Koji |
New art in misc.! This is a pic of Shitama, "Tama". I drew this in everyone's yearbook since I was tired of the same things being written in everyone's books so I did something different. I also had my best friends write on my bandana instead of my book. Yes, I'm very different! ^_^
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